magic – the light of distant stars

happy new year friends, within and without

Posted on January 5, 2025January 6, 2025 by humanzee

I awoke to find that I was not in the slightest bit different at all. Not one wit. What an infinitely infuriating and disappointing turn of events. *sigh* I picked up my phone, accidentally opened instagram, scrolled mindlessly, admiring scantly clad women, before I finally came to myself (not sure who took over there), and […]

freedom

Posted on December 18, 2024December 19, 2024 by humanzee

Previously on the blog: I choose to take a leap of faith! …The following piece I wrote around 10 years ago. It’s taken me that long to “open the door” you’ll see what I mean at the end of the story. Thanks for reading 🙂 Did I ever tell you about that one time, when […]

(Hopefully) My Only Post About Christianity or the Return of the King

Posted on December 3, 2024December 4, 2024 by humanzee

I stand with Gandhi. ”I love Jesus, it’s just his followers that I’m worried about.” How someone who’s core message was love could possibly inspire the wanton slaughter and worse of untold numbers of people throughout history is beyond me (of course this isn’t his entire legacy). But then I remember that we’re human: we’re […]

letting go, death and its consolations

Posted on October 29, 2024October 29, 2024 by humanzee

10,000 days of nothing or how to make a universe

Posted on October 17, 2024October 17, 2024 by humanzee

“What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: ‘This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more’ … Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and […]