an adventure in apotheosis
My latest bold declaration is that I’m never going to make another bold declaration ever again. I’m tired of bullshitiing myself. Tired of a lot of things really. But this is me. Here I am. Accepting myself, fully. Hurray! Part and parcel of this package (me) is that I am an everchanging (hopefully) ever evolving […]
Continue ReadingI asked the cards should I become a wildly successful artist. The Star appears. Flow from a pure source she says. Ok 🙂
Continue ReadingI don’t like trying. It reminds of all my imagined failures. But there comes a time in every young, er, um, middle aged man’s life where he needs to make a decision. Any decision (for the love of god, please!) And thankfully this could be at any moment, or even not at all. Sure my […]
Continue ReadingStop me if you’ve heard this one before… Because of a somewhat arbitrary change in the calendar year, I will now perform my greatest trick: I will become a totally different person. Stranger things have happened sure, but still the probability of this change falls squarely in the category of highly fucking unlikely. Why change […]
Continue ReadingEnergy cannot be created or destroyed it can only be transformed. So why is there anything in the first place? As Alan Watts put it “nothing would have been easier.” Isn’t existence a violation of the kind of conservational principle that the universe is built on? Yes! Hmm actually I don’t really know. That’s why […]
Continue ReadingI am born in ignorance. Tabula rasa after a manner of speaking. The world is big and I am small, but I don’t know that yet. Soon I will learn how to ask why? Why is there something rather than nothing. Why am I here? What the fuck is all of this? I want to […]
Continue Readingback when I was going to be a game developer… Icarus Saves The World by monkeyflute
Continue ReadingMemento Mori! Remember you will die! I’m getting my ass cheeks clapped for the umpteenth time on super smash bros ultimate. Having a 1v1 with my bro, from back in NZ. In spite of how it may sound, this is not a good feeling. I just keep losing. My temperature is exponentially increasing. I’m on […]
Continue ReadingDesire makes the difference Michael Jordan Everything worthwhile operates on a knife’s edge. Don’t hustle! That’s what I say, but why? There’s always a motivation, sometimes a hidden intention behind every action. Even if the act you’re committing is “only” speaking. We’re creatures of action, so we’re naturally going to indulge in some measure of […]
Continue ReadingEveryone has a battle going on inside them. It’s fought between two wolves. One of the wolves is good and the other bad. Which one wins? The one that you feed the most. That’s how the proverb goes. Starving an animal to death? Isn’t that something that a “bad” wolf would do? When an animal […]
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